Ytd nite was really emo tat i nearly cry but held back.. I think i scare him tat he look so lost but i'm alrite after awhile, perhaps some things ue just got to learn to accept.. and what makes me more sad is tat did u really read my blog? =(

Darling already very fan le and i don't wanne add to ur burden, seeing ue been so unhappy the whole nite makes me realli lost, didn't know how to cheer ue up, to make u at least smile.. I hope watever i do really makes u at least smile a little and.. I still hope dN* won't disband.. <3

We slept till 5pm, some late again and having some weird dreams, glad tat when i woke up ur still ard but not in someone else arms =) and darling ur seriously very bad stop bullying me or im gona mia.. lolx.. =X

Was eating dinner and he's so sweet to help me pluck the chix.. Ue know u realli look more cuter in ur home clothes, the way u eat pokey, the way u smile and the way u did every single thing.. LOL.. i tink im abit mad le.. Ur so cute lor =( i aso wanne be cute =X and stop avoiding me when im looking at ue.. Hehe..


For Ue Darling:

oh so sweet and oh so true
all my love i give to you
i just don't know what i would do
if a day goes by...
and not with you

the more i see you
the more i care for you
the more i realize
i do love you
and the more i know
i could never let you go

words can't explain why i'm so deeply feel
it almost seems fake...
but yet it's real

and if i die before you do,
i'll go to heaven and wait for you
i'll give the angels back their wings
and risk my loss of everything
just to prove my love is true
'cause i think i'm so in love with you

from this moment on...
i will stay true
from this moment on...
i will love you
and i hope you'll do the same thing, too.



Hengky darling,
I haven been so sure tat i wanne spent my life with someone but uE,
haven been so in love with someone but uE,
Nothing else really matters anymore but Ue,
Ur everything i want for now till the day im gone..
I just simply can't stop loving uE and i hope ue feels the same way too..

Muacks.. <3 Hengky-

With ♥ From Suzanna [10:52 PM]